It has been a very long time since I took the time to write. Boy I have learned so much in the last few months. I have always been somewhat of a dreamer and liked to keep my head in the sand and pretend everything was just fine… I no longer believe that is the best way to be. I do not believe God call us to be a pessimist, but He also does not call us to be ignorant or keep our head in the sand. I think He has wanted me to grow up a little in the last couple of years and face reality of life. It gets hard. People hurt you. People disappoint you. But God never does. He is always there for you, He never changes. He is the one stable thing even if everything else is falling apart. I have to learn to accept the fact that I cannot change how people are. I cannot change this world, but I can be the best me. I can strive to be who God wants me to be. I will fail… I will mess up, but I am so very thankful God sees my heart and knows my intentions. Each day I grow to love Him more and appreciate Him.